new month . new school year . new new new .
the binges are in the past .

GOALS FOR SEPTEMBER :
01. no more binging - ever .
02. max 825 calories / day
03. join a gym with a friend / go for a run twice a week min.
04. at the end of the month - 111 lbs.
05. drink 8 two cup glasses of water per day
06. do homework + get good grades
07. fast for at least 7 days of the month (try for 12)
08. put money away for new skinny clothes
09. smile more.


EDIT : didnt acomplish most of this so TRY FOR OCTOBER !

so i went "camping" on the weekend ... lame lame lame .
i left at 121.4 and when i cam back i was

125!!!! i am a fat disgusting cow !!
but thankfully im doing a no cal fast ...
i weighed myself throughout the day ...
hw today is 123.4 !
better but not good !

 already 1:16 and only had 55 calories ( 3 jello cups and one rice cake )
not tons of nutrients but little fat !!

1. what is your first name? Angelina
2. how old are you? 15
3. how tall are you? 5;'4"
4. what is your current weight? 129 lbs.
5. what is your highest weight? 140 lbs.
6. what is your lowest weight? 92lbs.
7. what is your goal weight for 1 week from now? 123 lbs.
8. what is your goal weight for 1 month from now? 112 lbs.
9. what is your ultimate goal weight? low
10. who is your favorite thinspo? real girls
11. what is your favorite thinspo picture right now? this slideshow on youtube .
12. what is your favorite activity? swimming
13. what is your favorite diet? liquid
14. what diet would you like to try next? ABC
15. what is the longest fast you have ever done? 4 days
16. what is your weakness? coke .
17. what is your favorite cardio machine at the gym? eliptical
18. what is your favorite cardio exercise? jogging
19. what is your favorite ab exercise? crunches
20. how many crunches/ab exercises do you do a day? minimum 100 .
21. how many times a week do you work out? as much as possible .
22. how many hours a day do you work out? 2
23. what is your favorite energy boosting snack for before or after exercising? nothing .
24. what sport do you love to play the most? n/a
25. what is your favorite non alcoholic drink? diet lime coke
26. what is your favorite healthy snack? strawberries+carrots+grapes
27. what is your favorite junk food snack? ice cream bars
28. how many people know about your ED? no one this time around .
29. do you own an ana or mia bracelet? no
30. what is your ED? EDnos? anorexia
31. do you smoke? no
32. how many cigarettes a day do you smoke if you smoke? no
33. do you get the munchies if you blaze? i dont blaze.
34. if you b/p how many times a day/week do you b/p? i dont .
35, how many cals do you binge on when you slip up and binge? 1100-2000
36, how many lbs would you love to drop right this second? 36
37, are you in a relationship? no .
38, did this help pass your time up a bit? yep

 i havent ate all day (just diet coke and water) but then my mom calls and she asked me to
make a ceaser salad.  i make the dressing which turns out to be 300 calories + mayo + cheese+ crutons .

i am screwed . if i put the mayo on tll be abour 400 calories and 30 g of fat . i wont put cheese on . 

day one of fast .
ive decided that i can have just anything with
no calories. diet coke and water are all ive had and its already 3 !
lets see if i can keep it up 


decided to to ABC instead